V, a more than a friend, almost-family, will move to another
office next week. Maybe I’m getting better at goodbyes, maybe I’m getting more
independent, and freer of the need to stroll across and chat. But V sat by my
side explaining the rites at Baba’s funeral, and V let me to tag along with her
family for Ganpati darshan at Asthavinayak, the eight principle deity temple
sites… some debts cannot be repaid ever. A wistful acceptance, that is what this
is. In the meanwhile I continue to glance across the aisle at her empty desk,
the granite tabletop shines back.
Back in September, I did crib a little about multiple
deadlines. Today I sent in a draft foreword for Bharat Trivedi’s book of
translated poems—A Festival of Verse. Still some time away. Must-not-forget
moment at the Guj. book launch, fulsome praise that made me blush and be
thankful for that last-row seat.
Need to get back to the rhythm of writing and subbing. So
many weddings, one niece, one nephew, one daughter of a close friend… infants
one has oohed and aahed over,grown up and all formal… All the weddings in the
family have me to-ing and fro-ing, limit the time for time pass rumination
quality time… yet. Was so tough doing this week’s 400 words…luckily a news
piece about a writer with Parkinson’s helped.
3 comments:
Yeah, I can totally understand missing a co-worker. Have been thru many of those myself.
And u better get used to all those praises....blushing...thats cute :)
It's only a tabletop, not a tomb, dear Austere ... Allow yourself a bit of joy for the praise, you know that words can be grim like granite.
these things suck, but what to do - change is the only constant, no? Congrats on those translations.
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