Sunday, July 10, 2016
Wednesday, June 22, 2016
Incredible
how busy one can be-- without much to show for it. Days have fallen into a predictable pattern
now-- a longish walk in the morning,
afternoon nap, evening time a Turkish serial and then a temple visit.
Yes, for the first time in years I collect and arrange flowers, and for the
first time ever, I tried to decipher the meanings of the verses I have long
recited by rote.
I did some
volunteer work too, but may need to shift back to teaching English instead of
science, my students have gone AWOL,they preferred coaching classes.
Have been
caretaking with hospital visits for some people too, but fortunately that phase
seems to be over for now.
Writing got
difficult with all the free time... Some translations got done, but my speed has halved now as the author
has turned extra particular...
I did watch
some great movies—Sairat, Waiting, Udta Punjab, Dhanak—and that’s from the last
two months only. Finished “Being Mortal” by Atul Gawande…. Gave my grey cells a
workout.
Friday, April 29, 2016
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Thursday, March 10, 2016
Wednesday, January 13, 2016
Friday, December 18, 2015
Mehboob Studios was the venue, like the last few years. Look
up and you see lights and scaffolds.
Surging crowds. Signages, collages, installations. Much
style.
You register every day and wear a colored band on your
wrist. They said 20K people visited.
Hmm.
The theme was freedom of speech. Sceptical about festivals
making a ground level difference but still heard the lecture and brought the
Sahmat book (featuring writing by all 3
of the writers who were gunned), bought the poster. Phir?
Expensive food. After the first day I carried a dabba and
limited myself to one great treat per day. Superb freshly baked cookies for
80/- per. Mehboob canteen helped with
the frequent tea pangs.
Milling crowds. PYTs in v little, guys in grungy T’s and afros
Highlight—speaking to Vikram Seth. THE Mr Seth. (I’d saved
that SPAN interview for years). What a setting. Lights on the trees, golden
bird cages bobbing. The National Symphony performed pieces from An Equal Music.
Speeches by Justice Leila Seth and Bachi Karkaria. Apparently there was a spat
of some sort with both the Litfest and the Tata literature do wanting to honor
the man. I waited until all the young uns had their Suitable Boy tomes
autographed. I thanked him for Golden Gate and Humble Administrator’s Garden.
And he thanked me in turn, saying no one remembers these anymore.![]() |
| housefull audience for Vidhu Vinod Chopra Abhijaat Joshi |
Serendipity is good. At the tail end of a session on Darjeeling
tea and how it should be served and sipped (I grinned thinking of my killer
brew), tea was gifted…wow. Not bad, considering I was there to get a good seat
for the next event, a discussion between Twinkle Khanna and Moni Mohsin. MM is
classy, witty, a great mimic.Poise! Said
she’d been writing longer than TK had been alive. TK seemed repetitive. Claws.
Avoided hearing Devdutt Pattanayak speak, it was too soon
after hearing Kannan Sundaram, the Perumal Murugan publisher speak. Also heard from an acquaintance DP’s ideas about fame
and earned fame. A put off.
Serendipity 2- hearing Shrabani Basu, Raghu Karnad and Nisid
Hajri speak about their chance encounters with wonderful material in dusty
archives. Shrabani Basu has written Victoria and Abdul, an account of the Urdu
teacher to the Empress. She spoke about working in the British library, in the
Windsor archives, and hearing about Abdul’s diary which still is with his
extended family in Karachi… she travelled to read it, got each page photocopied
and translated… Raghu Karnad’s book is about Indian soldiers in WWI.. begins
with how the war reached Kochi with a sudden increase in the price of eggs.
Nisid Hajri’s book about the partition begins in 1946, and he read out how
Panditji’s car enroute Wardha happened to hit a child on an empty, dusty road,
the child did not survive but that image, fleck of blood on a white kurta have
stayed with me.
Hearing Kiran Nagarkar’s stories being read out despite my basic Marathi. Hearing Kiran Nagarkar read from Ravan and
Eddie, intonation pitch perfect. His clear thought about freedom of speech, and
the cost of the 11 years he spent exiled from words
Hearing Anjum Hassan read from her book, The Cosmopolitans. Crisp, elegant writing. The protagonist too real life for
comfort.
Naseeruddin Shah and Ratna Pathak read from The Scenes we
made. I heard the para about the grand Bhulabhai Desai institute where art
flourished in all its forms and a Parsi
gent ran the place with an eagle eye.
Also heard: Jitesh Pillai in conversation with Kabir Khan
and Meghna Gulzar; Harvard Prof Michael
Sandel about ethics and morality, Tony Buzan teach a housefull audience how to
build mind maps.
Rich.
Sunday, November 22, 2015
November was MAMI. Post Nov 5 I wrote abrupt lines—“MAMI is
finally over. 25 movies in 7 days is the
most I have ever seen in a short time this lifetime. The best ones you don’t
get to see—Taxi, The Room, Haramkhor. But some fantastic ones. "
A viral caught me off
foot and that’s where I had stopped.
Yet this must be captured. What madness. 3 movies, 4 movies
back to back is the most I have seen in a lifetime. Even if it meant running from one theatre to
another. Even if it meant booking at midnight. Even if it meant being the
visibly oldest person or among a few in a standby queue of what looked like
teeny boppers. Until they discussed production schedules and set up anchors
with a few calls. Running into a few
stalwarts like AG and AV and PKS and going home and balking at their credits on
IMDb. Or running into NK at the security and gushing like a teenager how I
lovvve his movies. Friends made, maybe temporarily-- like SR and RM-AM,
chatting over masala dosas at Ashoka and shared rickshaw rides.
So many of the superbly made movies got lesser notice than
they deserved.
Like Peace Haven, which ought to have received a better
audience reaction, super strong storyline and elegant treatment.
Chronic. I do not think I am ever going to forget the end
shot and BAM! Anyone who has lived with a seriously ill parent for a seriously
long time must watch this.
Francofonia. What brilliant work, what a tribute. Anyone who
shuddered mourned Bamiyan must watch this.
45 years. So refreshing to see such wonderful acting by
older actors. So wonderful to see stories clearly written for older actors.
(See teenybopper audience above)
Mina Walking. Shot guerrilla style, in Kabul. Baracki, the
director, said that the story formed as he shot scene after scene, improvised…
fantastic work
Adama. That a animation movie can be as finely etched. So
beautiful. About roots and wings.
Threshold. Not merely
about a squabbling long married couple in a scenic backdrop (tirthan?). Life,
losses and compromises that one just doesn’t want to make any more. Enough. Life is too short.
Junoon. For the music. Jodhpur palace in all its splendour. Haunting
memory of the trumpet player trudging home after midnight…
The movies, documentaries one would not have seen otherwise.
Like the documentary on Ram Kumar, Lal bhi udaas ho sakta hai . graceful
figures with lucid eyes. Very different from the abstracts online.
Immortals,
what a tribute, though a little a for apple and one wonders how someone like MN
would have treated this.
A man and a woman, Oscar winner from 1967, though the
print we saw was sans color, beautiful b&w.
By Sidney Lumet, though I may
have dozed, need to read more.
Mia Madre. Hector. Journey through China—though the
end was slightly unbelievable, but what awesome acting by the mother.
And yes, Kaili Blues that I walked out of.
Next time, make the theplas in bulk to save minutes.
And book the hell out of tickets in the first ten minutes-- after that, no chance.
Saturday, November 07, 2015
Rest in peace, DR.PAD. More a brother than a brother in law.
A damn fine human being.
Sombre thought—Bhishma was not the only one with the right
to iccha mrityu, the decision to leave this mortal body.
At some level, it takes guts.
The other side? If there is anything at all that leads one
to choose life, take it, grasp it, clutch it.
Life is quicksilver otherwise.
Friday, October 16, 2015
The light is beautiful, shimmering on green , dancing to the
(rare) breeze.
Madly hot for October, and I search for remedies to stay
cool—decoctions from amla, saunf and black raisins; go easy on the spice.
For the Navratri celebrations this evening, all the children
in the colony have practiced the arati to pitch perfection, the purity of their
voices so moving. I have joined in too—after
how many years am I singing? Too many to count.
| Hornadu, Karnataka... where clouds touch the roads |
Monday, October 12, 2015
Slowly one settles into a new routine. Chores can take all day--but am slowly discovering the courier person across the road, the best bus (yes, bus!) routes to take. Random stuff that had not been attended for v long is slowly but surely getting crossed off the list. Some writing is getting done-- have to thank the Practice group for that. Translations yet to begin. Deadlines will spur and push me to write for certain kinds of writing that shall remain unnamed.
Navratri round the corner. Festive feel to the air. This once have joined the chorus group for the Arati.
There are so many things to do!
That fear that I had of turning slothful or sitting around unwashed and unkempt-- thankfully, none of that has happened, by the grace of God.
This image is from Sringeri-- the temple here has an immense aura about it.
Navratri round the corner. Festive feel to the air. This once have joined the chorus group for the Arati.
There are so many things to do!
That fear that I had of turning slothful or sitting around unwashed and unkempt-- thankfully, none of that has happened, by the grace of God.
This image is from Sringeri-- the temple here has an immense aura about it.
Monday, September 28, 2015
They want to give a sendoff. And they want an exit interview. How to condense 23 years of worklife into 2 pages? Very weird feeling, this. Yes, I have known it wouldn’t be easy—no matter what. Some of the inv. reactions are worth keeping, to read in my dotage.
Taking a deep breath. No it was never going to be easy.
"There is, in the tides of men..."
This is the closest I have come to crying in a very long time.
Taking a deep breath. No it was never going to be easy.
"There is, in the tides of men..."
This is the closest I have come to crying in a very long time.
Thursday, September 03, 2015
Monday, August 31, 2015
After that grand trip aka the Southern sojourn I find myself
googling wonderful places to go to. Seeking the weirdest (read—cheapest, most
frugal) means to get there. One can go to Bhutan by train, it seems. One more
month to swipe.
I find myself struggling to stay at peace and centered. The
home state is on the boil, discontent and furious under a veneer. Mandal cost
our class one full year of college—how well I remember the frustration and
anger of 1986-- this anger too shows signs of ballooning out of control. With
private colleges/universities breeding like rabbits, and industrial growth/
jobs not keeping pace—plus the shutdown in the small scale sector across industries--this
was bound to happen. Those who don’t study history are compelled to repeat it,
etc etc.
Locally we have our own little drama unfolding with the case
of the two sisters who are either very bitter (wicked too) or paranoid
psychotics.
Plus the ugly stuff that is being broadcast on TV every day.
Is there any way to escape this ruckus?
How I long for the serenity of Arunachalam. The rugged silence of my Ladakh.
Friday, August 21, 2015
A fifteen day trip rushing across four states of the South,
cutting across miles in an arc. Temples,
Ashramas, beaches, palaces, markets…the gently blending waters of the three seas…majestic
hills embedded with clouds... vast unspoiled forests of Dandkaryanya…So many
places so many people met so many incidents. Still to get myself together.
Yesterday morning I woke up in my bed wondering where I was (in that state
between sleep-awake). Will write in some.
Monday, July 27, 2015
Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Ajmer fort where His Majesty the Emperor Jahangir of India
and all her lands granted audience to Thomas Roe, circa 1615 (? 1616), Ambassador
of King James I of England, and granted permission to trade. A decision that
set of a domino chain of events, and thus was a subcontinent lost
| The window where Emperor Jahangir granted audience |
| Barli inscription. circa 443 BC. |
Goosebumps… the diary entry from Thomas Roe’s journal --http://www.ibiblio.org/ britishraj/Jackson9/chapter11. html
Barli inscriptions circa 443 BC. Believed to be amongst the
oldest in India (and the world?).
Peace at the shrine. Feel blessed.
Monday, July 06, 2015
IV.26 The Thespian
What a
commanding presence
Holding an
audience spellbound
(An audience
spilling-over into the aisles and steps, spellbound)
With a flick
of his wrist, a look
A perfectly
delivered line
What a voice
Gravelly-dulcet
What energy,
flexible as an acrobat
Solid story,
perchance
even a reading of the Telephone Directory
Would be as
impressive in that voice.
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Rain. In the years that I have been here, I have lived through
all shades of monsoons. But this once is
different. No slow build up of tempo—the skies have just opened up, intent on
pelting downpours so heavy that you can’t see beyond a few feet. Relentless,
mad rain for days on end is a feature of
our monsoons—but this happens a week or fortnight into the season, the first
few days are a slow, even kind phasing in. Yesterday wild wind gusts have
brought down many trees that were standing for years—bend, or give way.
Beyond my window the whoo whoo of the wind whips through
what was once a canyon and now is not, rattling windows and keeping one awake
past midnight. Even the crows are disturbed and squawk in alarm.
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